It's Over

.......for now.

I've been thinking lately and yes, it is time to move along. I don't really understand why people do blogging, for publicity, for a centre of relief, for whatever the reason might be, I don't get it. They look so happy in person, their successful in life, got all the things they want and more but still they write about how bad life takes them on spins. It just makes me sick, I'm here rock-bottom and all, crapping it all out my feelings to my best friend, something blogging can't and will not take away. Blogs are coated in lies and sprinkled on the sugary deceitfulness in which I hope this one won't like the rest of the pack.

So, I'll take this in a different way, no more life stories, no more crying over spilled milk and licking up the excess of it trying to save what is left of it.

I'm drinking lemonade this time.

Sure, people hate me for what I am, still I have to thank them for showing me who my real friends are now. I'm flawed, scarred and all that random crap, but I'm still breathing and with that every last breath of mine I'll continue on to live. At least, not for me, but for them, my friends, I wouldn't want to see them worrying over me.

To enhance my life this time around, I've made a list of things to do in the holidays to make sure I'll go on with life meaningfully. Hey, it's no bucket list but it'll do just fine.